"May you soon be immensely blessed with the little pitter patter of feet running around your home." I sit and read these hopeful words that a friend wrote to me a few months ago and my heart is hopeful. Sometimes, I read that phrase over and over to bring some comfort to my soul.
Doctors appointments. tests. highs. lows. discouraged. hopeful. afraid. disappointed. determined. Fighting back the tears. Saying over and over again to myself, as if I'm rehearsing the lines of a script, "God let your perfect love take away all my fears."
I'm hopeful that God has a plan, I'm still learning to believe. Lord, help my unbelief.
